I gave everything i had

provided all i knew

and it almost took me out

all i didnt know they do

how it sucked the breathe out of me

my soul vanished

my heart deeply wounded

worse than the impact one could only imagine

the scars and damage that was created

now all that is left is the memory of all i knew

i still work on my memory to return

to work on the damage done

to work on myself, for myself, to love me again

i hated me for accepting it

not expecting any better