I gave everything i had
provided all i knew
and it almost took me out
all i didnt know they do
how it sucked the breathe out of me
my soul vanished
my heart deeply wounded
worse than the impact one could only imagine
the scars and damage that was created
now all that is left is the memory of all i knew
i still work on my memory to return
to work on the damage done
to work on myself, for myself, to love me again
i hated me for accepting it
not expecting any better